Widow of slain NYPD officer recalls youthful love and the anguish of his death, calls out new DA’s policies

The widow of slain New York Police Department Officer Jason Rivera tearfully recalled her childhood love at his funeral Friday, and said she has been living in a “nightmare” since his killing a week ago.

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“I would say good morning to you all, but in fact, this is the worst morning ever,” Dominique Luzuriaga told mourners at St Patrick’s Cathedral in Manhattan.

“I can’t believe I’m standing in front of thousands of people in a cathedral we planned to visit later this year. All of this seems so unreal, like I’m having one of those nightmares that you never thought you’d have.”

Luzuriaga said she is “full of rage and anger, hurt and sad, torn. Although I gained thousands of blue brothers and sisters, I’m the loneliest without you. I know you’re looking at me and beside me telling me I could do this, and I’m trying. Trust me, I am. But I didn’t prepare for this.”

The casket of New York City police officer Wilbert Mora is carried out of St. Patrick's Cathedral on Wednesday, February 2. The flag over his casket is t he flag of the New York Police Department.

Police salute as a hearse carries Mora's casket down Fifth Avenue.

Mora's mother holds a flag from his casket.

Mora's casket is carried out of St. Patrick's Cathedral following his funeral service.

Police officers gather for Mora's funeral.

New York City Mayor Eric Adams touches Mora's casket after giving a eulogy at St. Patrick's Cathedral.

Police officers attend Mora's funeral.

A woman holds a program for Mora's funeral.

Mora's casket is carried to his wake in New York on Tuesday, February 1.

Flowers are displayed for Mora at St. Patrick's Cathedral.

Police officers line up for the transfer of Mora's casket on February 1.

A hearse carries Mora's casket to St. Patrick's Cathedral.

The mother of Officer Jason Rivera is comforted during Rivera's funeral service on Friday, January 28.

Rivera's casket is carried to a hearse outside St. Patrick's Cathedral after his funeral service.

Police officers salute Rivera's funeral procession near a praying woman.

Police officers on motorcycles accompany Rivera's hearse.

Thousands of NYPD officers attended Rivera's funeral.

Rivera's wife, Dominique, holds a flag from his casket.

Police officers gather at St. Patrick's Cathedral for Rivera's wake.

Rivera's wife eulogizes her husband.

Cardinal Timothy Dolan presides over Rivera's funeral service.

Police officers attend Rivera's funeral inside St. Patrick's Cathedral.

New York City Mayor Eric Adams hugs members of Rivera's family at his funeral. "We as a city, as a state, and as a nation — we say thank you, Jason. Today our hearts are with his beautiful family," Adams said at the service. "He's a hero, and our fellow New Yorkers acknowledge that."

A police officer wipes away a tear during Rivera's funeral.

Family members touch Rivera's casket during his funeral.

A member of the NYPD attends Rivera's funeral.

A man holds a picture of Rivera during his funeral service.

Rivera's casket arrives at St. Patrick's Cathedral on January 27.

Friends and family hug at Rivera's wake on January 27.

Members of the New York Police Department stand in formation outside St. Patrick's Cathedral as they attend Rivera's wake.

Police officers on horseback arrive outside St. Patrick's Cathedral.

Rivera's casket is carried at his wake.

Hundreds of people attend a vigil for Mora and Rivera in front of the 32nd Precinct station house in Harlem on January 26.

A fellow officer can't hold back his tears as he speaks at the vigil on January 26.

Police officers attend the vigil on January 26.

Police officers hug after Mora's casket arrived at a funeral home on January 26.

People pay tribute to Mora and Rivera as they watch Mora's body be moved to a funeral home.

Police officers salute as Mora's remains are transferred outside a New York City hospital on January 25.

Police officers and other members of the community also held a candlelight vigil at the 32nd Precinct on January 24.

People participate in the vigil on January 24.

Rivera's body is brought into a funeral home on January 23.

Police officers walk from the 32nd Precinct to Harlem Hospital, near the scene where the two officers where shot.

Police officers walk past a sign with a message of support.

A procession for Rivera's remains makes its way to his funeral.

Police officers and firefighters stand at attention before Rivera's remains were brought to a funeral home.

Mayor Eric Adams speaks to police officers and firefighters during a vigil at the 32nd Precinct on January 22.

Police officers gather at a vigil on January 22.

Police respond to the scene where the officers were shot on January 21.

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She recalled they met in elementary school. He was the “class clown,” she said, and “there was never a dull moment” with him around.

“We never thought our innocent childhood love would lead us to marriage,” she said. “Even when we said I do, we couldn’t believe we said it. October 9th was the happiest day of our lives.”

Jason Rivera and fellow Officer Wilbert Mora were fatally shot Friday when a suspected gunman opened fire in a Harlem apartment, authorities said. Rivera died the night of the shooting, Mora days later.

The suspect, Lashawn McNeil, tried to run but was confronted and shot by a third officer on the scene and also died days later, police said.

Luzuriaga ended her remarks by turning her attention to the new District Attorney, Alvin Bragg, drawing applause and a standing ovation from the crowd.

“The system continues to fail us. We are not safe anymore. Not even the members of the service. I know you were tired of these laws, especially the ones from the new DA. I hope he’s watching you speak through me right now,” Luzuriaga said. “I’m sure all of our blue family is tired too. But I promise, we promise, that your death won’t be in vain. I love you until the end of time. We’ll take the watch from here.”

Bragg’s new charging, bail, plea and sentencing policies have faced criticism from police union leaders.

A source confirmed to CNN that Bragg was present at the funeral service on Friday. CNN has reached out to Bragg’s office for comment.

A posthumous promotion

Commissioner Keechant Sewell said Rivera was being posthumously promoted to Detective First Grade. She presented Rivera’s family with a badge after the announcement.

“This has always been a city of lights and Police Officer Jason Rivera was one of its brightest,” Sewell said. “He acutely observed a need in his community. He knew that decisions and changes are made by those who show up – so he suited up.”

Sewell said Rivera was “wise beyond his years” and “cherished the company of his colleagues – his brothers and sisters in blue.”

New York City Mayor Eric Adams called Rivera a hero during his eulogy.

“We as a city, as a state, and as a nation – we say thank you, Jason. Today our hearts are with his beautiful family,” Adams said. “He’s a hero and our fellow New Yorkers acknowledge that.”

NYPD officer Wilbert Mora, age 27, who was shot and critically injured after responding to a domestic dispute in Harlem.

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Adams said Rivera was the first person in his family to become a police officer and said he was an example of how first-generation New Yorkers and children of immigrants help shape the city.

“We care about each other – that’s what makes this city possible, along with the courage of officers like Jason Rivera. The hearts of 8.8 million people are reaching out in mourning today and we will ensure everything within our powers to not lose our family members through this senseless violence,” Adams said.

Police Benevolent Association President Patrick Lynch also spoke at Rivera’s funeral and echoed Adams’ sentiments.

“He’s not a hero because of the way he died, he’s a hero because of the way he lived. He’s a hero not because he had a shield in his pocket, but because he had a shield in his soul,” Lynch said.

CNN’s Sonia Moghe and Kiely Westhoff contributed to this report.